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It's official!  I am the FIRST official EXCLUSIVE model for Touchy Situations aka BBWCamNetwork!  I will ONLY be available on their site!  

After having issues with many of the other sites, and being wifey's with BBWCamNetwork owner Kari, that it would be an honor to become their first exclusive cam model.  They have a high payout rate right now, since they are new but I know you sexy fans will come join me and get things poppin!

I had the chance to visit the house this last month and had an absolute blast!  I wish I could stay but we all know I have obligations here at home with lil' man and all.  I will be back for sure!

I have a ton of toys to play with and lots of sexy outfits to put on!   I am so horny and yes, I am a squirter!!  Whatever your fetish, I have something for everyone! 

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OMFG!!! I HAD AN ALLERGIC REACTION TO LUBES...THIS FUCKN SUCKS!!!

OMFG!!! I had an allergic reaction to some lubes that was used while shooting some videos. Let me tell you....THIS FUCKN SUCKS!!! I think a yeast infection would be less painful. I know that I have a sensitive pussy to begin with. I've had allergic reactions to certain condoms and lubes before. My stupid ass was enjoying the sex so much that I forgot to ask what kind of lube we were using...SMFH....

I have learned from past experience, that I can only use Trojan condoms. All the other brands cause me to have an allergic reaction. I don't know if it is the spermicide or lube on them or what it could be. All I know is that shit really fuck hurts...UGGGHHHHH!!!!

In the past when I've had to use lubes for shoots or cam shows. There have been a few brands that irritated my pussy. I honestly don't like using any lubes. But there are those moments when I find I need to use lube. It's mostly when I have been fucking for a while and I start getting dehydrated. So I do my best to keep drinking water while I'm having sex for a long time or doing cam show for hours and hours. I still have not found a lube that I just loooovvvveeeeee.... You would think with all the lubes on the market, that I would be able to find at least one. 

So the hunt is on again. I will find a lube that will make my pussy happy. Cause right now my pussy is not happy. She is irritated and pissed off....lol... If anyone has an suggestions for a good lube, PLEASE let me know...

Just Some Life Reflection...

It's crazy how life can be at times. Since I have taken a break from a lot of things in life. I have been able to reflect and see whats really going on. I can see who has been there for me and who had not. It's sad how people say they love you and care about you. But yet their actions show just the opposite. It always comes back to, believe how they treat you and not what they tell you, believe their actions not their words.

It's been hard for me lately. Once you start to build a career that is in the public eye, you got so called friends coming out the wood-works. When in reality non of them are real friends. They are just here for the moment. Most are only around you for what they can use you for or get out of you. And once you no longer have what they are looking for or wanting, they are gone.

I have always tried to uphold my word. I know that there are some people that I have let down. I do try to make up for my mistakes. I try to make good on my word. It may not happen immediately, but in the end I do try to uphold my word to everyone. I now see tho, everyone's not the same. If you are not going to make time for me, then I will do the same to you. If you are not willing to follow thru with your word, then I will do the same to you. I'm done trying to go above and beyond when you don't even stand up.

I know that I am just rambling on and on about shit everyone goes thru. But I am at that point where I am just fed up. So it's time for a change. I let way to many people into my life. I try to believe that everyone's genuinely nice and kind. It never comes to my mind that they are trying to deceive me. That they are just trying to get something out of me for their own gain. Now that I know what I know, all I can do is laugh at the whole thing. I laugh at myself for believing that they were real and I laugh at them for being so sad that they have to lie and deceive people just to have friends. It should not be that way.

 I been seeing who's on my side and who's really not. It's true what they say, you know who your real friends are when you are going thru the hard times. I was there for people when they needed help. It may not have been everything they needed but I helped where I could and how I could. I put helping others over taking care of my own needs. I let so much just slide, cause they are people I care about. But I am seeing the real picture now. Some times it just takes taking a step back from everything and everyone to see the real picture. Best believe I know where people belong in my life now. So many lessons learned and so many more yet to learn...

Smoochz...
Sienna Hills

BEEN GOING THRU SUM THINGS IN LIFE...

Hey everyone, Hope that everything is well with you all. As for me, I have been going thru some things. I feel like I am at a crossroads right now. Not really sure which way to go in life. I know that everyone goes thru their ups and downs. I had a couple pretty big downs in the past couple years. I am just now realizing the effects they have had on me. I know I always walk around looking happy and care free but the truth is I'm not. After losing my dad, I closed my business. And I never realized how depressed I got from these 2 blows to my life. When my dad passed away. I really tried to keep up a brave front for my son and my mom. I was the one that had to make all the burial and moving plans. I am the one that had to deal with the courts and lawyers. And let's not forget his janky so called "friends" and "co-workers" I had to deal with. The people who say they were his friends or coworkers actually stole his money and belongings. They tried to get into his bank accounts and get his executor of estate to claim his property. They lied about loans they got from him. Stole his bonds, coin collections, his and deceased wifes wedding bands, his collections of disney and john cougar mellencamp(he and his deceased wife were huge fans), tried to get his stocks, stole all the huge kitchen appliances, dvd players, computers, briefcase with all important paperwork(loan paperwork, marriage cert., deceased wife death cert., dnr paperwork, life ins. paperwork,and on and on and on)...It's so sad how they all deceived and took advantage of his kindness. He passed away on a Sunday, no one told me til Monday and I got down there on Tuesday. They stole half his property within 2 days. The banks told me how a lady came down there with his bank info and so on explaining he died trying to pretend to be me. But of course they had no proper ID or the appropriate paperwork. It just amazes me how horrible people can be in this world. There is so much I went thru with his passing. And that was the beginning of my downward spiral...
Shortly after all that mess, I decided to close my business. I just could not deal with anything and the business was going down too. I spent all my savings on traveling and shopping and trying to keep the business going. I can honestly say I went into a deep depression and just avoided life. I made a lot of bad choices and decisions. I even trusted and let a lot of the wrong people in my life. I am now finally starting to come out of this depression and seeing the trail of horror I had made. It is a slow process. And not an easy  process. But I do know the first step is acknowledging my actions and trying to make things right. I have debt to pay off and mending people friendships. I have learned that when all is said and done the only thing that matters in life is your family and your friends. All the material things and all the people that only came along because of the money and the material things, just do not matter..
So now it is time to pick up all the pieces and get my life back on track. Time to start shooting again. Time to recruit people for my business that I am rebuilding. Time to get my sites up and going. Time to re-stack that money and do it better! Time to put ME first! I am now on a strict budget. No more extra shopping for stupid things. More homecooking and eating out less. I understand that I will need to make little sacrafices to for the bigger GOAL!!! I am in the gym every week to get my health back and making wiser eating habits. I am still in shock at the mess I have made of my life. I know I can do better and I WILL DO BETTER!!! I have some trust issues from all the things I have seen and went thru. And that will be a daily issue for me to deal with and figure out how to  change. It's even harder when growing up I couldn't even trust my own family to protect me. But that's a whole other story...
Well thank you for letting me ramble on and on. There has been so much going on in my life and just have been keeping it all to myself. I know it helps if you talk to people. But it's hard to talk to people when you have deep rooted trust issues. I am learning tho that I am not alone. That there are others that have been thru or are dealing with the same issues. And it helps to talk to help one another.
Thanks again....And I will be back soon....
Smoochz...
Sienna Hills

ERRRRRR.....THE PAINS OF A SINGLE PARENT

I THINK I HAVE FINALLY RAN OUT OF KINDNESS FOR MY SONS FATHER, HOW THE HELL IS HE GOIN TO SAY SUMTIN TO OUR SON ABOUT LIL MAN NOT CALLING TO SAY HAPPY BDAY TO HIM, BUT YET HE DONT CALL TO SAY HAPPY BDAY TO HIS ONLY BLOOD CHILD ON HIS BDAY...SMFH....I SWEAR, I TRY NOT TO BAD MOUTH HIS FATHER, CAUSE AFTERALL THAT IS HIS FATHER AND ONE TIME WE HAD A GREAT RELATIONSHIP, IF HE ONLY KNEW THE PAIN HE CAUSES HIS SON, I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO BE THERE FOR HIM, I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO STAY STRONG FOR OUR SON AND PICK UP THE SLACK....ERRRRRRRRRRRRR....

SO MY SON'S FATHER CALLS HIM FOR CHRISTMAS. WHICH HE SHOULD BE DOING. I JUST DONT LIKE HAVING TO HEAR THE PAIN IN MY SON'S VOICE WHEN HE DONE TALKING TO HIM. I WISH SOMEONE COULD EXPLAIN TO ME WHY HIS FATHER IS GOIN TO TELL HIM HE HAS TO WAIT TO GET HIS CHRISTMAS PRESENT UNTIL HE GET SOME MONEY FROM A WRECK OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT, BUT THEN IN THE NEXT BREATH TELLS HIS SON WHAT HIS 3 FOSTER KIDS ALL GOT FOR CHRISTMAS. I COULD NOT BELIEVE HIS FATHER HAS THE BALLS TO LIST OUT ALL THE GIFTS HE MADE SURE THE FOSTER KIDS HAD UNDER THE TREE BUT YET NOT SEND EVEN ONE PRESENT TO HIS OWN BIOLOGICAL SON. I COULD UNDERSTAND IF HIM AND HIS WIFE DID NOT HAVE ANY MONEY OR DOWN ON THEIR LUCK, BUT THATS NOT EVEN THE CASE. THEY GET PAID FOR THEIR JOBS AND ALSO CHECKS FOR THE FOSTER KIDS. SO THEY HAVE THE MONEY, THEY JUST CHOOSE NOT TO GET HIS SON ANYTHING.

YOU WOULD THINK HE WOULD WANT TO MAKE SURE AND BE A GREAT DAD TO HIS ONE AND ONLY SON. YOU WOULD THINK THAT HE WOULD STEP UP AND BE THE DAD THAT OUR SON NEEDS IN HIS LIFE. I'VE BEEN A VERY PATIENT WITH HIM. HE HAS BEEN THRU A LOT OF UPS AND DOWNS AND I NEVER KICKED HIM WHILE HE WAS DOWN ON HIS LUCK. WHEN HE WAS LIVING COUCH TO COUCH WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY I WAS NOT MAKING HIM PAY ANY CHILD SUPPORT, ESPECIALLY SINCE HE COULD BARELY TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF. SINCE HE HAS GOTTEN BACK ON HIS FEET. I HAVE ASKED HIM TO HELP OUT BY SENDING CLOTHES, SHOES, TOYS, OR EVEN CASH TO HELP PAY FOR THINGS FOR LIL MAN. SO FAR ALL HE HAS DONE IS SEND 1 THING OF CLOTHES AND ONE PAIR OF SHOES, AND ONE SET OF CLOTHES FOR SCHOOL. HE HAS ALSO ONLY SENT 2 GIFTS ONE FOR BDAY AND ONE FOR CHRISTMAS. NOW THIS TOOK PLACE A FEW YEARS AGO, BUT THATS BEEN IT. HE SENDS PICS OF ALL THE GREAT THINGS HE BUYS HIMSELF AND HIS WIFE AND/OR FOSTER KIDS. PICS OF BIG CHAINS AND NICE CLOTHES AND SO ON. BUT YET YOU CAN NOT EVEN SEND A PAIR A SHOES A YEAR OR EVEN A SHIRT OR PAIR OF PANTS AT LEAST ONCE A YEAR....NOW COME ON SON...YOU GOTS TO DO BETTER....

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS DONT BLAME ME WHEN YOUR SON WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU IN THE FUTURE. HE IS OLD ENOUGH TO SEE THAT YOU ARE NOT THERE FOR HIM IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM....HE SEE'S HIS MOMMA WORKING HARD TO MAKE SURE THAT HE HAS SHOES ON HIS FEET, A SHIRT ON HIS BACK, AND PANTS ON HIS LEGS. HE SEE'S MOMMA PUTN FOOD ON THE TABLE AND A ROOF OVER HIS HEAD. HE WILL KNOW THAT MOMMA WAS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HIM. I WILL DO WHATEVER I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE SURE THAT HE HAS EVERYTHING HE NEEDS IN THIS LIFE.

SORRY FOR VENTING BUT I HAD TO GET THIS OUT, SO TIRED OF HOLDING IT IN, AND NO HIS FATHER DOES NOT HELP US IN ANY FASHION...THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME STRENGTH AND I PRAY TO YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUED GUIDANCE AND LOVE...

SMOOCHZ...
SIENNA 

NEW LAYOUT IN SCORE'S XL GIRLS MAGAZINE SPECIAL #259

Well I had a pleasant surprise when I checked my mail the other day. I had the latest issue of Score's XL Girls magazine special #259 in my box. I was so excited to see my new layout in their magazine! It's always an honor to be able to grace the pages of a Score Group magazine. If you haven't picked up an issue lately, well this is the best time to get a new issue. Not only because I am in it, but also because of all the sexy ladies that are in the mag.

I promise you that you will not be disappointed with my layout. I remember how hot and horny I got during the shoot. I always love shooting with the Score Group. They know how to make you feel comfortable on the set. And when I get naked in front of the camera, my pussy naturally gets wet... So make sure to go get your copy today!!!

Smoochz...
Sienna Hills

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